in sad situation

friends..
do u know??
when will we feel very sad??
we'll feel very sad if we can't collective with someone who love us..
to me it's very strange thing..
i can't meet with him..
i can't talk to him..
i can't joke with him..
i can't feel that i'm alive..
because..
u always make me smile..
u always make me happy..
u always make me proud..
u always make me precious..
and u always love me..
i can't..
i can't..
i can't..